3 years in poly just passed like that. I'm thankful for the poly mates i met. Thankful for the class i'm in because given a choice, i would definitely choose the same class and clique to be in. It was fun! And i guess, we just grew together. I can definitely see the changes physically. Hahaha.
Memories we all shared.
Starting from orientation, facebook, twitter, instagram, whatsapp group, BOL, pon lessons together, mahjong, clementi, jurong, woodlands, IMM, playing carrom, doing projects together, library, studying for exams together, BBQ, USS, cycling, sentosa, airport, movies, karaoke, bowling, pool, cold stone, prawning, xbox/kinect, LAN, strictly pancakes, chilling by MBS/Esplanade, drinking, clubbing, potluck, presentations together, graduation night, graduation, birthdays, shopping, supper, driving out, working... Those were the days :)
I don't even think i did so much things with my secondary/primary school friends even when the friendship is longer. But of course i still feel closer with them, probably cos the group is smaller?
Two days ago, celebrating KC's belated birthday. Really had fun playing the games. Dancing and fighting game. Never ever had i laughed until my stomach ache or laugh until i wanna pee when i'm with them. Kinda ironic becos they are fun to be with yet i laughed till my stomachache more when i'm with my other friends. The most would be with Starhub people, and they are fun too! :)
Now we are all into university and work and army respectively. I hope new and better and happy life story will unfold for all of us. I can't help but to keep thinking about the future these days. Am i supposed to? I'm not even 20 afterall. But i guess everything from 20 on will be passing fast, and it feels like 20s is the time whereby most things happens. Afterall, you only get to live once. I hope i can stop being so shy and self conscious and start living it. Like, be myself, meet my boyfriend, meet everyone's half, start dating, going overseas, work and play hard, settle down, get married, attend friends' weddings, have babies, carry friends' babies. Awww. How awesome is that? Many a times, things don't go the way we want and expect so i guess just take one step at a time? No rush though i feel rushed!!
Also thinking about future career... I'm so tempted to try for SIA stewardess. I know it's not gonna be easy.... But... the thought of flying over different countries!!!! A good opportunity to be exposed to the world and learning independence? Though i will be scared i can't do it, scared of feeling inferior, etc. Oh wells but first lemme fix my skin. Urgh.
And remember how i dreaded internship? I guess everything turned out well and i met even more new people in my life. :) All the inside rumours and jokes spreading like fire, hahaha.
It's the start of university now and things doesn't seem to be going my way but i shall just wait and see what's gonna happen? In 2 years time. I just hope things won't be too bad and hope that i can meet even more new people. Faith!! The courage to talk to one for the first time. Everyone's probably feeling the same way but i'm just afraid that some will mind.
Sometimes i feel sad for myself when i start comparing. Yet at the same time, when i think about what i have, i feel thankful. I wish human mind wasn't so complicated and we can all JUST DO IT.