Graduated

Sitting down and writing a blog post after so long. I kind of miss those days where everyone around you are also blogging about their daily life and photos. That's how you actually keep track of everyone's life now and then... But now, everything's different.

3 years in poly just passed like that. I'm thankful for the poly mates i met. Thankful for the class i'm in because given a choice, i would definitely choose the same class and clique to be in. It was fun! And i guess, we just grew together. I can definitely see the changes physically. Hahaha.

Memories we all shared.

Starting from orientation, facebook, twitter, instagram, whatsapp group, BOL, pon lessons together, mahjong, clementi, jurong, woodlands, IMM, playing carrom, doing projects together, library, studying for exams together, BBQ, USS, cycling, sentosa, airport, movies, karaoke, bowling, pool, cold stone, prawning, xbox/kinect, LAN, strictly pancakes, chilling by MBS/Esplanade, drinking, clubbing, potluck, presentations together, graduation night, graduation, birthdays, shopping, supper, driving out, working... Those were the days :)

I don't even think i did so much things with my secondary/primary school friends even when the friendship is longer. But of course i still feel closer with them, probably cos the group is smaller?
 
 
Two days ago, celebrating KC's belated birthday. Really had fun playing the games. Dancing and fighting game. Never ever had i laughed until my stomach ache or laugh until i wanna pee when i'm with them. Kinda ironic becos they are fun to be with yet i laughed till my stomachache more when i'm with my other friends. The most would be with Starhub people, and they are fun too! :)

Now we are all into university and work and army respectively. I hope new and better and happy life story will unfold for all of us. I can't help but to keep thinking about the future these days. Am i supposed to? I'm not even 20 afterall. But i guess everything from 20 on will be passing fast, and it feels like 20s is the time whereby most things happens. Afterall, you only get to live once. I hope i can stop being so shy and self conscious and start living it. Like, be myself, meet my boyfriend, meet everyone's half, start dating, going overseas, work and play hard, settle down, get married, attend friends' weddings, have babies, carry friends' babies. Awww. How awesome is that? Many a times, things don't go the way we want and expect so i guess just take one step at a time? No rush though i feel rushed!!

Also thinking about future career... I'm so tempted to try for SIA stewardess. I know it's not gonna be easy.... But... the thought of flying over different countries!!!! A good opportunity to be exposed to the world and learning independence? Though i will be scared i can't do it, scared of feeling inferior, etc. Oh wells but first lemme fix my skin. Urgh. 

And remember how i dreaded internship? I guess everything turned out well and i met even more new people in my life. :) All the inside rumours and jokes spreading like fire, hahaha.
 
 
It's the start of university now and things doesn't seem to be going my way but i shall just wait and see what's gonna happen? In 2 years time. I just hope things won't be too bad and hope that i can meet even more new people. Faith!! The courage to talk to one for the first time. Everyone's probably feeling the same way but i'm just afraid that some will mind.

Sometimes i feel sad for myself when i start comparing. Yet at the same time, when i think about what i have, i feel thankful. I wish human mind wasn't so complicated and we can all JUST DO IT. 

Hurry hurry

Oh man, intern is starting on Monday! Not really looking forward to it since it's only some retailing. :( Doubt i'll learn anything much... Or i hope so? Think time for this 3-4 months is gonna crawl...

I've been feeling lazy for the last week of holiday, so spent most of the days at home and rewatching Family Outing! :) Awww.

Next, I'm already looking forward to next year! To the end of intern, where i'll have my collated pay. But i'm gonna be nervous for the final presentation!! CNY, angbaos. And when everyone is coming back from overseas! Like Elix, who went UK for study trip for 4 months. Nic and JJ who went Beijing for study trip(intern) for 3 months, and Hx who's gonna go US for study trip for 1month plus. So wanna go overseas after intern man... All these people flying are tempting meeee...

Some pictures over the 3 months MIA!

My cutieeee's birthday. 5 years old already! Think i should start spending more time with her... 

 
Clubbing for the first time with Fran and her friends and her friend's friends! Lol. And started drinking with the poly guys also. Quite entertaining, hahaha. Kinda regretted not going clubbing once for this holiday. Oh well!

 
Sending Elix off~

 
And finally meeting up with Yuhui.

 
Michelle's birthday dinner at Marche with Jazlyn. Somehow just couldn't take a nice picture of 3 of us. 
 
Another BBQ! Sort of farewell + birthday celebration for the 2 guys. Awesome night chilling, eating, taking group photos and playing rocket sparkle. Oh! And night cycling! So shioooooooooook.

 
And sending Nic and JJ off~ 

Have been wanting to start a healthy lifestyle! Fruit juice and supplements everyday. Ok la, fruit juice because my dad is so diligent to blend it for the family everyday. Somehow i just can't force myself to sleep early. One of the weeks, insomnia all the way! So horrible. Next!!!! I might just start jogging or going to the gym? Hahaha. It's not that i don't want to but i threw my sports shoes and i can't bear to buy a new one since it cost quite a bit... Aiya, shall see how. Might not go to the gym or jog afterall.

K that's about it... I had an awesome dream last night! More please.

Last term

Short holiday in June. Once again, worked for Starhub in the PC Show. It's quite sad that Sabrina and Joanna(in charge) quitted. That means i won't have any chance to work with them anymore. This time, Kaiwen, Melvin and Michelle didn't work as well. But there's Adelyn and 3 new guys, Sherwin, JK and Su. Not bad because they are very entertaining too! And they call me zombie at night cos i get so stone and tired and shag. Hahaha once i was so blur that i brought one norton antivirus prize to the toilet with me when i wanted to put at the counter first. LOL! Another time when they took my phone and i only realised it one hour later. I seriously thought some customer stole it cos it can be easily taken! :S Then, used to be free massaging service from Kaiwen and Sabrina and this time was Sherwin. My shoulders were really reallyyy stiff and hard. First time i ached so much for roadshows. Ok lah actually i shouldn't complain cos i get to sit. -_-

The momentum to work for anf is gone. When i got the feel to keep working, there is no shift for me, so it makes me lazy. Sigh! I don't know what am i doing. It's like i can find and replace shifts for people yet i don't want to find. I want to work yet i don't want to. Sometimes i am so motivated to work already but end up deciding not to find shift. Slap myself!

One last term in school before internship starts. I'm gonna miss the time spent with all! Anyws, BBQ at JJ's condo during the hols. All of us except Sok. We can never ever ever take a full group photo! Lol

Bored in school:
 

Js's birthday:
 

Jaz's birthday:
 

Father's day:
 

#random:
 
My new denim shorts :D 
 
And my chucks :)
 
#bored

 I wanna go ice skating againnnnnnnnn...


Finally watched The Notebook on funshion. Niceeeeee love story. :) But i only teared a bit when they died together.